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May 9, 2001
You ever wonder why we are here? Why the world turns? Why the sky is blue on some days, and very gray on others? To some, the answers are clear, to me they still don't make sense. I pray every day, alone to Him, asking for forgiveness, the typical prayer that was instilled in my mind after reading Matthew 6:9-13. I follow the ways, as if He is looking down and reading my thoughts, I dare not disobey, for I use to, many a times before, and look at my life now. A few verses before that prayer it says, Matt 6:6, "when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly." also, in my words it tells me not to ask for silly repetitious needs, for He knows exactly what you want, without you asking. I tend to follow those guide lines, but being a hypocrite, as I am writing this and reading His words, I realized I am having some difficulty forgiving a family member, and am holding a grudge against them, for some silly argument that has been going on since Tommy has become ill, the tears are falling down my face as I type and realize He wants me to forgive and go on. I must forgive.
Until Next time