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May 13, 2001
It's Mothers Day! I'm wishing all you mothers out there a very special day! I had a nice one. Tommy kept coming up to me and giving me all sorts of things. Things that were just lying around the house and wishing me a Happy Mothers day! Cutie pie.
My days are going well, although my dosage for my pills have increased, the anxiety just keeps building. The doctor says there very addictive, gosh there's something I can't deal with hearing. After he is stable on the one medication I will start slowing down on them. I can not live my life from a bottle of pills.
My husband still isn't working, it's hard to find a job these days. His family's restaurant just turned him away. He did call for his shift back but they declined him and told him there was no more position left there for him. With a little sarcasm coming from his bro, "Oh! she is letting you work again?" I blew it off like nothing though. Not that I would wish this situation on anyone but if he only knew what it is like. Now I can say I am stronger and I can be left alone with Tommy, he is going to go back to work. Where... is a good question. But these things we will figure out.
The house is doing fine. The floors are still a little warped. We have to buy the woods to replace the damaged ones. That will be in the near future I hope. We already got three planks in and that is a plus.
Tommy has an appointment for his eyes on Wednesday, I can not wait for that one. He had one two weeks ago but when we got there they said it was canceled. Mindu I did not get any phone call about this, which I told the nurse, but she says she got the message to someone. Anyways, the reason why I am so happy about this appointment is because he blinks a lot. Not just a normal blink, a hard blink, like he is having problems seeing. It all started after the seizures, the doctor said it could of been because so many seizures at once and it had an effect on his eyes. Hope the little fellow doesn't need glasses. He would look cute anyways, it's just getting him to wear them. Ugh! that's going to be a task.
We got the pool up in the back yard. I'm a pack of nerves when Tommy goes in. The Doc said to watch him continuously when he goes in. So right away my alert goes on and tells me, gosh he will have a seizure do to the cold water. Silly, I know. Hey I'm a Mom, don't we do that, WORRY, all the time.
Until Next time